Be worst to be the best

I was always thinking about myself as medium hardcore drinker. But last six months gave me a lot to think about that. Every time i went to grab one small beer with my friends i was ending doing something incredibily stupid, shallow and bad for others.

Just like last weekend. We grab couple of beers, started slowly sitting at one of many bars in the city and the next think i remember is that i was swimming in one of the dirtiest and smelly rivers in Europe. In the middle of t he city, naked and drunk as santa claus watching program about global warming. But still, it was fun. And now im feeling much better. Sometimes you just must gave it all away for a moment and dont think about anything. Then, after you done one of the most stupidiest things in your life you feel relieved and fresh, and im not talking about my smell after that swim.

I remember Pascal Duval once said:

“I drown myself in liquor. Next day I wake up, remember shit and can start all over again, fresh.”

And thats what im doing when my creativity and life force ends to regain it.

No money syndrome and an hangover are just small minuses of that.